Duuuuuuude....I am soo happy right now...I found out that HIM and A7X are coming to chicago!!! god I can’t wait!!!!! hmmm...well I started school...it’s ok I guess...no problems so far...amd now, here are some random pics

the lovely frankie iero from MCR

this is a little banner of HIM's newest song of their new cd "Wings Of A Butterfly"

i took this picture of ville when i was watching my HIM dvd...i was really bored

mmmmm...sexay!!!

the local  band Bitter Sanctuary...they're really awesome...go check them out on myspace www.myspace.com/thebittersanctuary

meeee with pig tails!!! lol...before i cut my hair of course....i'm a wearing my Eight Bucks Experiment shirt...it says FUCK OFF AND DIE!

hmmmmm, well i haven't written in this for so long.....so i think i shall do it now...well i went to warped july 23....it was awesome...saw my favorite bands and the best band of all, Avenged fucking Sevenfold!!!!!! i was so happy...i was right up against the barracade...front row!!!!! it was great!!!! i think synyster thought i was hot or soemthing because he was acting rather sexually towards me....well anyhoo...i'm going to six flags tomorrow...well i mean today!!! woohoo!!!!!! oooh and isn't it gay how MTV is playing MCR and fall out boy and the killers and hawthorne heights and shit?? they better keep their hands off our boys!!!!!!! well i'm sleepy, so i'm gonna put pics of the lovely a7x in so enjoy!!! 

the lovely synyster gates with two old people matt looking sadistic... zacky....fucking gorgeous!!!! all of them on a porch...looking sexy as usual mattttty! zacky!!!!!

synyster and zacky synyster again!! sexay!!! the reverend (the rev)!!!!! all of the sexy beasts!! zacky...mmmmm...yummy!!!! and last but not least, johnny!!!!

well i just had one of the best conversations with gerryn ever... here it is:

tatertotu812: hey
tatertotu812: sexi
DespairFactor75: sorry i got kicked off
tatertotu812: uh huh
tatertotu812: (",)
DespairFactor75: i did
tatertotu812: ]-[-][-/\/\
tatertotu812: i cant do the m
DespairFactor75: lol
tatertotu812: do the M
DespairFactor75: ][=][ ][ ][\/][
tatertotu812: just the M
DespairFactor75: lol
tatertotu812: ][-][-][\/][
DespairFactor75: where's the i?
tatertotu812: oops
DespairFactor75: lol
tatertotu812: ][-][-][-][\/][
tatertotu812: hehe
DespairFactor75: there you go
DespairFactor75: lol
tatertotu812: i did it
DespairFactor75: good job
tatertotu812: finally
tatertotu812: damn right
DespairFactor75: i love you
tatertotu812: i love u more
DespairFactor75: no.. i love you more
tatertotu812: all of my <3
DespairFactor75: awwwww
tatertotu812: thats right
DespairFactor75: awww that makes me love you even more
tatertotu812: when a man proposes to a women he isnt asking for marriage he is asking for eternal love
DespairFactor75: aww
tatertotu812: so when i ask u to marry me u'll kno what im talking about
DespairFactor75: ok
tatertotu812: and love is baesd on trust and companionship
tatertotu812: in order to love u must be able to tell ur partner anything and everthing
tatertotu812: u must be able to pour ur heart and soul out to this other person
tatertotu812: and i do love u
DespairFactor75: awww
DespairFactor75: i love you too
tatertotu812: are u willing to pour ur heart and soul out to me
tatertotu812: am i ur partner
DespairFactor75: yeah
tatertotu812: ur eternal lover
DespairFactor75: if you want to be
tatertotu812: y yes    yes i do
DespairFactor75: ok
DespairFactor75: then you are
tatertotu812: do u mean it
DespairFactor75: yeah
DespairFactor75: so are you willing to pour your heart and soul out to me as well?
tatertotu812: i just did
tatertotu812: i told u my deepest darkest thoughts that took me 6 years to figure out
DespairFactor75: 6 years?
DespairFactor75: wow
tatertotu812: the thoughts ive never told anyone else in my life
tatertotu812: thats y when i say i love u u should believe me
tatertotu812: y bcuz i mean it
DespairFactor75: awww
DespairFactor75: i love you
tatertotu812: i love u to
tatertotu812: but ya
tatertotu812: i g2g so i'll text u 2mrw and if i dont just call at 11 ur time
tatertotu812: in the morning
DespairFactor75: ok
tatertotu812: okey dokey then
tatertotu812: go to bed right now
DespairFactor75: why?
tatertotu812: cuz i said so
tatertotu812: im gonna do something and u need to be asleep so that i can do it
DespairFactor75: ok....
tatertotu812: will u
tatertotu812: cuz i'll kno if u didnt
DespairFactor75: yeah i will
tatertotu812: ok
tatertotu812: be asleep in like an hour n a half maybe 2 hours ok
DespairFactor75: ok
tatertotu812: alright
tatertotu812: i love u
DespairFactor75: i love you too
tatertotu812: <333
DespairFactor75: <33333333
tatertotu812: with all of my heart
tatertotu812: and soul
tatertotu812: i mean it
DespairFactor75: i know you do
tatertotu812: bye bye my true love
tatertotu812: i'll be dreaming of u
DespairFactor75: yay
DespairFactor75: i'll be dreaming of you too
tatertotu812: yay
tatertotu812:                                                                               tatertotu812: bye
DespairFactor75:                                                              DespairFactor75: bye

isn't that one of the sweetest things? awww... that's why i love him..he makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside well here's a picture of my gerryn...enjoy it bitches

well right now i'm in common time... i escaped to the computer lab... lol. i hope heppeler or weidman doesn't find me. well anyhoo, yeah, i'm bored. i have to write this stupid paper on something... who knows what it is. yeah, and tonight i'm going to tree guys for grace's b-day. yummy!! pizza!!! i wonder what to get her.... hmmm.. OH SHIT!! WEIDMAN'S COMING... gotta go. peace out.

today isn't over yet but i'll just post anyway. i stayed home from school today because i really didn't wanna go first of all and second of all, i was getting my braces. and well...now i have braces. i look like a demented mental patient or something...lol. well i guess i don't look that bad but still. and i keep ripping my mouth on them. they hurt really badly and they're just down right annoying. but oh well...the sooner i get them on the sooner i get them off and then my teeth will be prettiful. lol. the only thing that sucks really is that it's gonna suck making out with someone. especially for them because they'll probably cut their tongue one one of my wires or some shit. lol. but anyhoo, now i'm just sitting here waiting for gerryn to get home so i can call him... i've still got a few hours to go but that's ok. lol. well i'm busy writing a new song right now and listening to MCR (my chemical romance) so i will leave you with a verse from their awesome song "Vampires Will Never Hurt You." enjoy your little hearts out loves!                                              

"And if the sun comes up, will it tear the skin right off our bones and then, as razor sharp white teeth rip out our necks I saw you there."